Da-Long-Gou

2011-05-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

This Phone is so pretty. Sad thing, it has a camera. How i wish i can have it.

2011-04-14T22:10:00.002+08:00

WHY TAKO BALL HAVEN'T CALL ME? D:

Finally got to wake up to something important tomorrow.

Life is boring... I need some motivation and determination.

I want to watch Limitless.

ITS FRIDAY, FRIDAY...

2011-04-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

Went for facial with dear today. Mixed feelings when I entered the centre... Overall was okay...but its still kinda expensive for me even though mine is already the cheapest one time offer. :/

Life without a job is like getting boring soon, walked around JP basement scouting for a part time leng leng job to at least get some $ to supply my growing expenses.

F&B sectors seems more interesting to me... Went Guardian and only after filling up the form, I got to know they pay a miserably miserable pay of $4.6/hr...
Gonna try asking for jobs at other levels soon.

Finally got my idols autograph...cant up[load photo.. :/

heres the video.

2011-02-17T11:07:00.000+08:00

Dear Contestant,

Thank you for signing up for SAFRA PK Challenge 2011.

Please see below for your audition details:

Date: 19 February, 2011 (Saturday)

Timeslot Allocated: 6 pm (This is the time allocated. However, it will be subjected to queuing.)

Venue: Square 2, Atrium 10 Sinaran Drive, Singapore 307506 (Novena MRT Station)

Registration:

Please register your attendance half an hour before your allocated timeslot. The registration counter is located in front of #01-168. Please see attached floorplan. Do bring along your identity card for verification.

Audition Song Format:

Each contestant will be given two minutes to sing, or until the judges ring the bell (whichever is earlier). The judges may/or may not request for you to sing the whole song. You will be required to memorise the lyrics. The singing will be acapella (i.e without music).

Selection Process:

If you are selected to be one of the 16 quarter-finalists, you will be contacted within 10 days after the auditions.

All the best and we will see you on Saturday!

Should you have any further enquiries, please do drop us an email or contact us at 63779850. Thanks.

Cheers,
Jacqueline. N
SAFRA PK Challenge 2011

2011-02-08T11:57:00.002+08:00

So excited. I wanna join Safra PK Challenge 2011.
Like just 10 bucks i can go experience... haha. if i get to join, this will be my first competiton that i ever take part in.

Chances of winning definitely low, but I just wanna go try it out at the auditions.
If I can get through a few rounds, it will be better..haha

Persuaded my mom to let me join. Told her i will give her $500 if i win the first prize. Wahahhahahaha!

2011-02-01T09:59:00.007+08:00

I love it when things are cleared, all unhappiness were poured out and talked about.
It somehow just makes me happier...
CNY just 2 days away.. I am so excited about it.. Its a 5 days long break!
After cny would be projects and exams and woohoo! I m free from ngee ann.. Hahahah

I wonder if i can resist the temptation of cny goodies this year...

2011-01-30T23:36:00.002+08:00

Woahh.. 301th post.
I m sick :(
I think its that stupid instructor, kept sneezing in the car, spread to me..
Freaking waste money on doctor...

2011-01-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

Guy: Want to hear a joke about my cock? Never mind, its too long.
Girl: Want to hear a joke about my vagina? Never mind, you won't get it.

2011-01-22T00:09:00.003+08:00

Blowing my nose off alr...
I think i am falling sick soonn...
What a tiring day today...
Failed my final theory evaluation...
Got pes BP :/ obese bmt...
Goodnight...

2011-01-20T10:08:00.001+08:00

That was damn hurtful, bitch.

2011-01-19T22:25:00.001+08:00

I ran 6 rounds today.
3 rounds under the bloody hawtt sun.
3 rounds under the big piece of cloud.

I ate back more than 6rounds of food. :(
I hate myself for being not able to control my diet.

2011-01-19T13:57:00.004+08:00

Ohh...a few days ago (Monday), I had a damn bad day... An encounter with a fucking dog. Spoilt my whole damn day. Was damnnn pissed that day la...

Here is why I am so pissed...
He could be at the printing shop for BB project when he asked (DEMANDED) me to print IB report, then why can't he freaking print it himself. He is the one editing the report and he has to throw it to us to print that shit. If his tone were nicer, with greetings (at least a HI) and some basic courtesy (a simple thankyou at the end) in his mails, I will definitely be more than happy to help him print the stuff. Furthermore, its not like he is damn busy or unavailable to even go to the printing shop, why must he order us to print it for him. That not all, after which I went down to print his IB report, he freaking came down to print BB stuff again. What the fuck?

Can u fucking get lost please... Having good results is no big fuck. Your sucky attitude is not tolerated... If you think that I am easy to bully, come try me again. This is like the first time I hate working in a group so bad. All thanks to u and ur best friend.

I don't know why am i still so pissed when i think of this matter.. I was like smashing the keyboard while typing the above paras.

ahhh...Adrian..time to forgive and forget... he is not worth me to be angry of.

:)) ranted out what's inside me... I am a happy man now! :)

2011-01-19T13:57:00.001+08:00

I NEED DETERMINATION AND MOTIVATION!

2011-01-19T13:44:00.002+08:00

Finally done my WISP part. Phewww :)
Shiok now...all projects have kinda die down for awhile until cny.
What's left is just presentation on Thurs and CMPB on Friday to end off the week.
So lonely right now... All alone at the library.

TB 13 seems to have forget about my existence. :( That feeling kinda sucks. Late night activities cannot join, now go eat lunch oso bo jio. Oh well...

Friday CMPB, I won't be able to slim down in time to be below BMI 27. Luckily i was told that if i were to slim down before i enter army, i can send letter to prove that i slimmed down and i don't have to go manymany extra weeks BMT.

So... I don't have to give up totally on my Napfa and weight loss. In fact, i have to work hard to slim down so that i wont have to enter early...

ok...JO, if you see this, please do not kill me and nag me to slim down. I AM 90.7kg AS OF JAN 19 2011. :(

TIME TO EXERCISE NOW...

2011-01-14T22:54:00.003+08:00

Component mine/Silver

Sit ups 44/42
Pull ups 0/5
Sit n reach 58/54
SBJ 220/222
Shuttle run 10.5/10.6
2.4km 13.12/12.30

Still far from the silver. I want to pass. How to do 5 pull ups? jump 2cm further? Run 42s faster? I need help...

2011-01-14T22:26:00.003+08:00

Hmm..first post of the year.
Oh yes, I finally update my blog. New year resolutions on the 14th day of the new year. Haha, lagged by almost 2 weeks, but still, better late than never.

Feels that this platform is much better than facebook or twitter...
I can say what I really want to say, since I only have a few "followers" here(due to not updating)because not really alot of people knows about my blog.

January is really a busy month for me. So mcuh things to do, so much things "pending". That's part of the reason why I haven't update.

1 year 1 month w my dear, everything is good and I am happy that I have her w me.
Just hope that she won't dance till she forgets about my existence.

Alot of shit to be done over the next few days...
1. IB photos
2. WISP ppt
3. PFM report
4. BB ads
5. BPC event

With our next BPC event just 14 days away, we still have nothing solid. I am really worried, but there's too much stuff for me to worry about and I am too lazy to care.I just want everything to pass quickly...

I don't like the fact that there are so many stuffs to be done but I am stoning right now don't know what to do next. The feeling taht so much things weighing me down makes me feel very stress.

Kept sighing but nothing is done. How to not feel so useless.

How I spent today? I tidy up my room and clean all the windows, shelves and drawers. Took me almost the entire day climbing up and down. Make my whole body ache. Whole body acheing ever since tuesday's Napfa test.

Talking about Napfa. I really hope I can pass Napfa by the 5th attempt. If not I will have to go into army much sooner... I don't want that to happen. I want 2 more months of freedom (hopefully).

Life really sucks now.

To end off my post,

2011 New year resolutions
1. Shed off my fats and drop down to 75kg.
2. Not go into ARMY for an extra 2 months.(Pass my Napfa)
3. Hopefully pass my last sem w nice results, achieving cul. gpa 3.
4. Spend more time w granny and Jojo.
5. Sing more.

I still feel damn stress after spitting out how i feel...Fuck my life.

2010-12-17T23:17:00.005+08:00

I know selling cannot possibly avoid facing rejections, but I cannot help but to feel super demoralised. FML.

So stressed out just by selling the event tickets... D: making cold calls, getting back freezing cold replies from many. D: Making me lose sleep only. I just wanna hit tt paethetic 20 tickets quota... so hard to sell!!! So far people buying from me are all my friends, so paiseh to ask friends go. Aiya fuck. FML.

I need a getaway too. :(

2010-12-04T00:06:00.001+08:00

Happy Anniversary. (Hopefully)

2010-10-02T23:53:00.003+08:00

2010-09-02T01:11:00.004+08:00

Thinks no one comes here already... :)

This car is so so sexy.

Gained alot of weight recently...

How I wished I am born slim type, no need worry about losing weight.

What if I have 10% of him, him, him, and him each??

5 more days to exams... Unprepared. Scared. When am I getting my 1st A?
1.45am already..coffee effects wearing off, time to sleep. good night. :)

2010-08-07T18:39:00.000+08:00

ok... I'm UPdating my blog. haha.

2010-07-04T20:22:00.002+08:00

I Want Hot Pink Frames.

2010-07-01T19:03:00.001+08:00

"Success is the ability to go from failure to failure without losing your enthusiasm."

I'm not giving up. Come on Failure, I ain't afraid of you.

2010-06-18T13:22:00.001+08:00

I'm lost.

2010-06-15T12:26:00.003+08:00

Went jogging yesterday night.
Somehow I feel that instead of going to dance, I might as well go exercise which is more meaningful? Kinda tired of trying. I see no improvement in me.

Timed myself and this is my results for each round respectively,
Walk 4m 41s
Run 2m 21s
Walk 3m 55s
Run 2m 02s
Walk +/- 6m
Run 1m 44s
Walk +/- 6m

The last run really gave me the feeling that my whole intestines and organs were being jumbled up,entangled, squashed...
If I am able to run the 6 rounds at 1m 44s per round, hahah.. it would be 10m 24s. woahhhh...

Target: 1m 40s

2010-06-09T18:12:00.003+08:00

I didn't managed to swim today. Its late already and I am still blogging...

Haiz... I feel like being a coward, run away from all these stress, even though I know I can't.

Hate myself being such a loser.

I want this body, I want this body, I want this body!

2010-06-09T17:56:00.002+08:00

做朋友做到那么计较。我还可以说什么？Oh yahh...Its 15%...

Why am I so useless? Why people treat me as a joke when I just want people around to be happy, when I just want to have fun? Why is it when I am serious, people still treat me as a joke and ignore my views? Why do I feel that when I voice out something, people ignore it and after awhile, another person might say the same thing as me but is taken into serious consideration? what the fuck is wrong?

Fyi, easy-going doesn't means easy-bullying. yea... I am so grateful.

Yah I might be slow, lazy, might give unconstructive ideas sometimes, I tried my best to contribute okay...

At the end of the day, its still better to rely on myself...

2010-05-25T22:44:00.001+08:00

Rusty blog. :/

2010-05-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

男士不敢講的後半句

妻子：你一生只愛我一個人嗎？
丈夫：當然(不只愛你一個人)

妻子：如果有一天沒有我你會怎麼樣？
丈夫：我會哭(流下我幸福的眼淚)

妻子：是不是因為有了我你才覺得生活有了色彩？
丈夫：對，因為有了你(我才明白什麼叫迫害)

妻子：是不是覺得我是世界上最好的女人？
丈夫：當然是(最不好的女人了)

妻子：我是你的初戀嗎？
丈夫：是！(才怪呢)

妻子：你在說謊嗎？
丈夫：我發誓(我在說謊)

妻子：我老了你會不會還愛我？
丈夫：你不會老的(在我眼中你從來就沒年輕過)

妻子：我和張曼玉在你眼裏誰更漂亮？
丈夫：當然是你(差遠了)

妻子：如果地球上只剩下一塊麵包，並且還在你的手中，你會給我吃還是給你老媽吃？
丈夫：當然不給我媽吃了(也不給你，我自己吃)

妻子：我白嗎？
丈夫：白，你掉到煤堆裏一眼就能被認出來，真的(因為你比煤還黑)

妻子：我現在是不是胖了？
丈夫：那有的是呀！你很苗條。(只有骨感，沒有美感。)

妻子：如果現在有個男人很熱情地追求我，你會怎麼？
丈夫臉色大變：誰？告訴我是誰？(我得好好感謝他一番，再請他吃一頓飯，然後把你好好打扮一下就送過去。)

妻子：瞧！你緊張什麼呀！我在逗你呢！
丈夫低頭不語。

妻子：怎麼，生氣了？小傻瓜！
丈夫：對！我生氣了(為什麼這不是真的)

妻子：如果有一天我們坐上豪華輪行駛在海上，你會象傑克抱著露絲那樣，扶著我在船頭飛嗎？
丈夫：我肯定會(毫不猶豫地把你從船頭踹下去)

妻子：如果有來生的話你會繼續選擇我做你的老婆嗎？
丈夫：一定會(不選擇你，我寧可選擇你當我媽)

妻子：後悔和我結婚嗎？
丈夫：哪能(後悔極了，好幾次夜裏我都哭醒了，覺得自己太委屈自己了)

妻子：你在之後你沒遇到比我更好的女孩嗎？
丈夫：沒有(自打認識你我還敢瞧別的姑娘嗎？)

2010-05-18T00:17:00.001+08:00

Fuck you and you.

2010-05-02T22:29:00.002+08:00

I'm in deep shit liao... someone...that stupid someone saw me with my laogong at lot 1 today and told my mom about it.. that someone pls got screw yourself. busybody piece of sai.

How arh? 纸是包不住火的。这下子怎么办？

Don't care so much le...
Anws, this is my cute cute 老公。:)

2010-04-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

I wanna be a pretty boy.

2010-04-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

是我小题大作吗？

2010-04-20T23:07:00.001+08:00

I'm disappointed in myself. In many f***ing ways.

2010-04-14T00:09:00.005+08:00

2010-04-13T23:19:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry that I cannot go fetch you from the airport.
Sometimes its not only me that makes the decisions, there are many other factors that stops me...my parents, transport, my own laziness and etc.

Had been thinking of going to fetch you at the airport, but I just cannot find the right reason/excuse to tell my parents. I hate rejections. Surprisingly, he said ok... Felt happy and can't wait to see you at the airport and i know that you will be super happy if I went.. Butttt... I don't know any thing about your flight details. Panicked. Its like I guess only your friend Shunzhen noes but I cannot contact her...Added her on msn but she's not on9. Finally I got her number at only like 5.40pm... Got to know that your flight is delayed... I was like OMGWTFWHYYYY! Haiz... End up I didn't go to fetch you lor...aiya..why I got the feeling that i am typing nonsense? T.T

Sians..what's over is over... I'm sorry I can't go fetch u..I cannot wait for tmr to come. I miss you like x10000000000 times.

Early dimissal tomorrow! 5pm! :)

2010-04-11T22:42:00.003+08:00

Today was a boring day. Slacked the whole day. Managed to cook myself lunch.
Introducing DRAINA'S INSTANT NOODLES Ft. HOTDOGGSS & SoftDrinkss.

Watched Jason Derulo Performing at AI. He is so hot.. I love the way he moves to the music especially when he splits and bounces up.wooohoo...Hmmm Watcha sayy???

Downloading Raycity, a racing game introed by my cousin... something like NFS but its like racing w other kids on9... 48%... still a long wait, before I can vrooom vrroommm...VROOOMMMM...
Just registered for driving course at BBDC on tuesday. Hope can quickly clear those theory tests.

Counting down to 2 more days. :)))))

2010-04-10T00:37:00.000+08:00

How come I still can't get into facebooook?

2010-04-09T23:35:00.003+08:00

As I had promised my laogong, I am blogging today.
Hmm.. Did the usual stuffs at work...Bought the $2 chicken congee at yoshinoya before heading to my office. It's my third consecutive day eatting chick congee for breakfast, its deliciousss and cheapppp :)))

Was typing at work till I almost doze off. That particular paragraph took me like 20mins to finish it. Made cofffeee and continue my work. Without that cup of coffee, I doubt I can survive the 2nd half of the day.

After work went to watch "Clash of the Titans".
Average movie, some parts draggy...
I think Perseus very fit, very heroic. haha.

Dance class tomorrow.
New instructor coming, his name is Marcus. I got a feeling he is like another Oliver.
Shouldn't comment much till then.
I miss (Mama)Miss Veron. :(((((( I regret not being serious at times during her lesson. There's still so much to learn from her be it dance or in life.
What else can I say? Everyone is moving on. 现实是残酷的。我不喜欢人。。。很假。。

Long time since my last visit to KBOX... I want to sing.
I want to sing on my cousin's wedding day.. :x but I tink she don't wants me to ruin her night. :((((((

Not gonna chat w laogong tonight. She's having fun at cheena's KTV.... I oso want.
3 more days...

Was playing the slogan maker...

2010-04-08T23:24:00.001+08:00

*DOUBLE NOTE* I Can't Wait for the Sakura Treat on 27th April. :)))))

2010-04-08T22:54:00.003+08:00

For the last few days, I had always wanted to bloggg...blog about every ~~stupid~~ things that I can still remember since the last time I really blogged.

bbut my laziness eventually overpowers my determination to blog.
I will surf facebook, see if laogong is online...if yes, chat w her, if no I will on itunes and stone...

Life is boring now. Its repeating like a cycle. Monday work unwillingly hoping weekends lasted longer, Friday work half-heartedly unknowningly with a mentality that weekends have already started, slack for 2 days and back to work ~~unwillingly~~ again. work. sleep. replay.

7 weeks intership coming towards the end. First few weeks sucks, really. But as time passes, my job becomes less stressful. I've learnt that by giving your best at work, be it trivial or important tasks, your efforts will definitely be recognised. It will be just the matter of time, people will really appreciate you and your efforts.

ok, I'm tired already. I shall blog tmr after the movie. yay! tmr's a weekend ald. :)))

*Note* Laogong will be coming back in 4 more days.

2010-03-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

fk..you and ur bullshit. stfu.

2010-03-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

She is so skinny and tall.

2010-03-08T23:45:00.002+08:00

It wasn't my fault but it became mine.
Felt maligned. What can i do? Feels like shit. After all this shit,I feel that qualifications is damn important, if not you will be just be a ball, being thrown here and there, kicked as and when they like. They wants you high, there you go. They wants you stay put on the ground. They can do whatever they like, but I cannnot do anything at all...why do I feel so helpless?

Sigh..SHALL PERSERVERE TILL THE END. 6 more weeks. screw this shit. I can survive this.

Suddenly got the feeling to take up law in the future...Don't need ask why.

I miss your voice, I miss your hug, i miss ur scolding, i miss your "threatening",:(
I miss you. :(

2010-03-03T22:14:00.002+08:00

Mashimaro... haha have fun in china! I <3 you. :)

2010-03-03T22:07:00.002+08:00

Tired.
Back from thailand. Fooding and shopping. Awesome.
Straight after Fun was Attachment. Super tiring. Its only when I am working, I will hate to use the computer.

OK after today I am gonna lose weight, build muscles. :)
SO...Ice cream~ here I come. :)

Haiz finally the day has come...42 days. I am counting down now. :( I will Miss you.

2010-02-12T02:19:00.001+08:00

Saw this from lingying's blog. ya..jus never give up.

EVER TRIED.
EVER FAILED.
NO MATTER.
TRY AGAIN.
FAIL AGAIN.
FAIL BETTER.

2010-02-12T02:16:00.001+08:00

sleepy..i know i should be sleeping now.
tmr gonna be a good day.
cny so near, exams so near, thailand so near, china so near.
jia lat le.

2010-02-04T22:49:00.005+08:00

ok... quite looking forward to the 2mth internship. just hope that everything goes well on my first day of work and that the supervisor is a nice guy. po pi po pi.
tmr interview... hope things turn out well. :)

2010-02-04T22:49:00.001+08:00

I love you.

2010-02-04T22:42:00.002+08:00

Happy 2nd month! :D
how to say? loss for words ehh...but u shud noe wad I wan say bahh..hahaha
I don't like you anymore.

2010-02-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

Am super lazy to do my Eportfolio now. :X

2010-01-24T09:55:00.000+08:00

Wide awake right on my bed,
I think about what you've said last night.
We didn't quarrel, we didn't fight.
Somehow that's enough to make me sad.
Your ability to make me a happy man this moment,
a sad man the other.
Makes me feel like a fool sometimes.

From now on, I won't say those words to you, unless u wanted.
I'll try to hear the sound of your voice.
I'll try to feel what's written on your face.
I'll try to change, to see that smile on your face.

They say if you love someone, you'll accept all of her.
can I? can you?
What can I do now?
Everything seems different to me.
It's time to work soon...reluctance.
Still AAA tutorials to do, PMKT to do. There's not enough time to spare.

2010-01-20T00:30:00.002+08:00

:) I bloggg Abit.
First of all,happy news, I got a new phone today! woohoo! Like finally. HTC again.
Happy to get a new phone lor... though the wait was like damn long, even the receptionist said the wait was long while I was paying, cuz I enquire some stuff from her before get into the queue.
The only con that I have for my phone is that it doesnt have a camera. Ya. It doesnt have a camera. ;/
Like everyone getting Iphone. Sian... Actually , the phone doesn't look nice, just that the apps are amazing.

Another happy news, last sunday, my parents bought me a new television set from the warehouse sale. ITS GREAT.

Lastly, I've got 1 bad news. I am lagging behind by a big stretch. Who's gonna save me? Time to study already.

2010-01-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

I read some stuffs... :)
OK time to control weight. stop eatting excessively bitch.

2010-01-10T23:40:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. How should I start off?I got a total of 4 new tees for CNY already... quite cheap lor..all fall below $20. I love SALE. haha 2 pieces were half price from fox.

Ya, I think I suck, I agree that all I do is complain and whine about what I want, but not doing anything to prove that I am worthy of having those things that I want in life. All I see is the present, I never look far, doesn't even think about my own future. I also doesn't have a stand of my own. sigh...time to seriously think of my future.

Yea, I cannot predict the future and I totally agree that hindsight is 20/20. Blurred.

2010-01-09T21:01:00.002+08:00

Was challenged by "Challenger" today. Totally defeated. Today was a great day out with you. Nxt time we go challenge again. ilu. :D

2010-01-01T00:35:00.004+08:00

Hi 2010. A new year. A new start. Time to flip to the next page, and start a new chapter. :)
Slogged and wasted 2009 though many things not achieved. However, I shall not have any regrets. What's over is over. Look forward...
Lets look forward to a better year ahead.
For this new year, I want to improve my attitude towards my studies. I want to be more independent. I also wants to be a better person.
New year resolutions:
1) Improve singing, can win singing competition?
2) Less laziness, do tutorials?
3) More hardworkingness, do tutorials?
4) Slim down, prefably 73kg?
5) Better grades, maybe an A?
6) Become more confident, can kill an ant?
7) Improve dancing, can dance like a swan?
8) Earn more money, enough to sew it into a blanket?
9) Read more, one page of the newspaper a day?
10) Learn guitar.
Tired already. Think 10 is like abit too much. Ok time to sleep.
Happy new year everyone! :)

There's work tmr morning... Nice pay...but machiam tiring ehh...I want slack at home :S

Shit man! I forgot to give my schedule till now. Hope I'm still on time.

2009-12-25T23:14:00.002+08:00

Happy X'mas!

2009-12-25T23:03:00.002+08:00

I lost control of my diet.
I lost control of the food that gets into my mouth.
I lost control of my weight.
I lost control of my size.
I am fat.
Save me my dear.

2009-12-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

2009-12-20T23:40:00.003+08:00

Brand new week starts tomorrow. Projects is such a nice thing... it spoils all my plans, waste all my life. arhghhg...super lousy mood.

ytd performed at ngeeann city. I forgot steps. I find this extremely easy dance hard. Difficult for me to rmb the steps. After so long, I still feel tat I can't dance. Kind of wasting my time. I feel so useless ehh.omfg..If I cont to type, it will all be negative stuffs and all my complains, so I shall update another day. A happy post, I promise.

2009-12-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

tskkk. Must I rot till MAY before I can change phone?!? ok...I shall refrain frm scolding vulgarities tis time.

2009-12-13T21:53:00.002+08:00

This common test is the toughest so far for me. I some how knows that I won't do well for it, cuz nothing really goes in to my pea brain. Just wanna pass all and get over it.

I swear I will work hard for the end of year exams so that I won't get stuck in this situation again.

2009-12-10T13:32:00.003+08:00

things to do after common test:
1. swimming
2.gyming
3.singing
4.go apply for driving high way code shit
5.projects
6.spend more time w her
7.update when i rmb.

2009-12-10T00:42:00.002+08:00

Shall not use my laptop unnecessarily.
Focus on CT... I don't want fail.
argg...FML.

你快乐就是我快乐。知道吗？

2009-12-07T23:15:00.002+08:00

Adrian's life is so messy right now.
I've neglected my blog, neglected my studies. AAA, IEF, SOM, PMKT is haunting me... I have bad feelings about this upcoming common test.
So many things to be done but left undone. Delaying and procrastinating till its too late to do much. Is there a cure for laziness?
I seriously lack self-discipline. Sang at kbox after work till like 11.40pm ytd night and reach home at only 12am. Today went for SOP workshop and after that went singing again till 9.45pm. Addicted to singing. Seriously must stop myself from singing till after CT. If not I am gonna fail CT badly.
It's already 11.24 but she is still not on9. Hope her mood is better now.
Shall sleep early tonight and start my CT revision starting from tmr.
I really need to focus. I need to spend less on food starting from today. I am broke now, spending more than what I get each day, oweing ppl money here and there.
My weight is stagnant at 75+kg. I want to sell 5kg of my fats! Anybody?
I wan go out relax.

ohh..I remembered something that I forgot.
I realise I hate to be labelled, be it good or bad.I hate competition,too much of it is meaninglessly meaningless. I hate to be judged by people I don't know well, cuz they don't know me well. Time to sleep.

2009-12-02T10:46:00.000+08:00

我好累。school sucks. life sucks.

2009-11-28T23:55:00.000+08:00

Procrastinating. I know I suck. Arrrgggggghhh.........

2009-11-28T00:01:00.003+08:00

Dinner at raffles country club...some ulu place for a-la-carte buffet.
Ate alot alot alot alot. Like enough for dinner of 3 days already.
Quite nice bahh, much better than I thought it could be, cuz when we stepped in , its like only 1 table is occupied in the whole restaurant.
Ate till super full, tummy popped out after desserts. Just desserts, I ate 4 servings. haha. most sinful day. No more buffet. It makes me 78kg again.

I forgot what I wanted to blog le. 黃靖倫 is vri funny. nights.

2009-11-23T00:07:00.001+08:00

I want a tatoo.

2009-11-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

2009-11-12T23:26:00.003+08:00

Its nov 10 already. christmas is coming, new year is coming, my life is still boring.
I want sing. alone. Hope this sunday not much crowd at kbox.
Watched my gf is an agent ytd. Quite a funny movie. 4 out of 5 bah...
tmr might be watching 2012 w class. Deciding if I shud exercise tmr. Didn't exercise at all this week. Felt so guilty. I am 77kg liao... still 2kgs away from 75. I must acheive this target.

When my ISP tutor saw my laptop background, he shaked his head. He said that by doing this, he straight away noes that I am a person of low confidence. Last week he gave me advice on how to gain confidence which is by talking to a new person each day, but I only talked to like 2 person till now. I failed terribly. I need to improve, and I am changing the background right now.

I think there is no point blogging here anymore...theres so much I can't say. I should focus on my studies right now. No more shit from me. I need to move on. BYE.

I will be back. When I find back my 信心.

I am feeling stupid now.

2009-11-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

This drug may cause drowsiness.
Time to sleep soon. Z.Z

2009-11-10T00:40:00.001+08:00

what a position i am stucked in. FML once again.

2009-11-09T23:44:00.002+08:00

I saw Derrick hoh at kbox ytd. He is so handsome. Can't recognise him with his specs at first. Until i heard him sing.

Lucks to those taking A lvls.

duno wad to blog abt. empty head.

2009-11-07T19:27:00.002+08:00

Having a headache right now.
So many things happened to me recently. work,studies,friendship,kinship and even bullshit. Felt all this stuff is overwhelming me. I cannot take it any further. I need a freaking break. When can I go overseas for holidays?

I'm so screwed. I'm so screwed. I'm so screwed. FML.

2009-11-05T23:40:00.002+08:00

IS today was tiring. Haven't do my Tutorial. I wanna slp liao.
My IS tutor told me to talk to someone new each day to gain confidence.
Its hard but I will try. Who's the first stranger i will talk to?

2009-11-02T23:38:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a great day. Sang for 1hr+ continuously at kbox. SHIOKS.

I am tired both mentally and physically now.
Though I managed to survive my day with just low-effot thinking.
Ballet was ok. Tmr sure get aches.
75.3kg. Acceptable to me considering the fact that I ate MEGA (FAT) MACSPICY, upsized meal for lunch today.
Feels like going to run tmr morning, but I wan sleep till abit later. Dilemma.
Weiqi they all said they saw stefanie sun in twn. I vri dui lah.. T.T If iwere there, I will defintely get her autograph. T.T

God wants me to know that It's time to STOP going through the motions of living, and START living.
You were not born to follow rules and regulations. Living starts with dreaming. So dream, dream friend, and let dreams show you the path to your bliss.

2009-10-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

罪虐深重。我好肥啊！！！
Having breakfast w granny tmr. :D
Super tired. Time to sleep.

2009-10-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

Laptop getting laggier than before.
Or is it because my laptop tio virus? Scanning takes like forever.
Super tired today. Feel so sleepy in class. I guess is because the dance class ytd was too shiong. Long time since we last had ballet.
Now my body acheing like crazy. Feel so sians after class, but I don't know why, I just don't feel like going home. Yanzong asked me to acc him , but end up he got meeting... so I slacked awhile at the library. Then suanjoo commented on my fb. so chatted w her awhile. Then since she free, alone at home, I asked her accompany me go jogging. haha... Being such a great fren, she agreed haha. Everything went according to my plan. :D Had a wonderful nap on the bus.

Impromtu running session. 6 rounds. bradley cooper!!! Here I come!
The 6 rounds makes my body ache more. haha, but, No Pain. No Gain.

Sians tmr dad go taiwan work. Must go sch ownself. This sucks though I can wear slippers. I want yellow slippers, but I only can buy it after I clear my accounts payable. T.T

2009-10-26T23:38:00.003+08:00

This phrase caught my attention the other day when I went to the skin centre. I note it down cuz I find it meaningful.
"Me thinks that the moment my legs begin to move, my thoughts begin to flow."
Getting used to walking home from JP. Especially after work. Just now I walked home from Pioneer Mrt. Alot went through my mind, alot of things I want to type it all out.

Control my diet. 75.6kg...a few more kgs to 73. jiayous.
76>73>70>69 hahahahhahahahahahaha...

Must study hard. :D

Walk and be happy, walk and be healthy.

2009-10-26T00:26:00.003+08:00

Life so sian.
Chicken porridge again for breakfast.
calbee chips for lunch. when I reached home, shu msged me asked me if I were the one eatting chips right after I bought it from giant. LOL... 坏事传千里。 Long time since i ate potatoee chips. lol...so its her brother who saw me at giant...but till now, i still doesnt know how his bro looks like.
Chap chai peng and cheese fries for dinner.
Super fat day. when can i become like bradley cooper? screw myself.

I feel like drinking the banana soymilkshake from jollibean, its sold out today. sad sia.

2009-10-24T12:47:00.001+08:00

Why I so hardworking arh? I updates my blog like daily now? haha...

2009-10-24T12:17:00.003+08:00

Ytd night the weighing machine was extremely kind towards me. 74.9kg partly cuz i skipped dinner. Haven't weigh today but i know it is not gonna be as kind. I ate chicken porridge and fried noodle from street 500+ there. sinful. however, its my best breakfast for this week lor. Other days were so plain. oatmeal oatmeal and oatmeal.

Super tired ytd night. sch + work= hectic.
Actually sch was still ok ehh? nv studied much. just a 1hr lecture for SOM. Another 1 hr lecture for HRM. Lunched and play board games for awhile. I really enjoy the times spent together with my D3 peeps. They are a bunch of great people. :D

Working from 2-7 ltr. Aft that will be birthday celebration for my cousin at my granny house. Shall be a fun day before i do my tutorials that i cnt uds on sunday.

I kind of miss my friends. Hope those JC ppl fster conquer A's den we can have clique outing soon. :D

2009-10-23T10:24:00.003+08:00

Using ansar's iPod touch to update my blog...so cool lag..I wan an iPod touch too. Som is so boring...play his games like for the whole lecture...that ass Kip saying I wear leggings.. Srs para pundek.-.-

2009-10-22T00:32:00.001+08:00

Oh... Today Elsie peng said I slim down. :D
That day saw Ong Poh Leng, he also said i slim down. :D
That day saw Oliver, he also say i slim down. :D

:D please don't gain back..haha

2009-10-21T23:13:00.004+08:00

Read this earlier on iWeekly. Regarding my horoscope.
Shall type it out using cheeenese. Its so damn accurate.

慢条斯理的金牛座，给人的感觉是被动的。不喜欢改变现状的金牛座个性温顺，是个非长忠臣的朋友，但是他们单纯的样子也会让人觉得他们好欺负。虽然好相处，若发起脾气来，金牛座可是一发不可收拾。这可能是应为他们比较容易被激怒，一旦受到挑衅，可能会做出一些非理性/不寻常的事情。

woo..typing this is tiring.lol.
AAA is like so troublesome...read lecture 1 at the library just now and i fell aslp.
BCOMM is so chim...Playing with english words which i cant catch balls.
IEF is like going to get more and more difficult. Haven't even bother to read chpt 1 notes.

Like lethargic ehh... only 2 class drains me... Slept at library. Slept at bus. (luckily i alight at the interchange.Won't miss my stop.)

Here a spastic face. With someone's spastic specs.700 degrees sia.

Gonna swim tmr morning. (If i can wake up early.)
IS 1-5 finally can wear slippers to sch..
I miss my yellow slippers. T.T

2009-10-20T22:46:00.012+08:00

A tiring but fun day.Performance was quite ok. Totally weak after gyming.Ate alot alot today. Burgers, pies, sanwich, buns, oatmeal, carrotcake, kuehkueh, beehoon, icekachang, bandung, soybean milk,orange juice. Most sinful day.
Bcomm sucks. Bcomm sucks. Bcomm sucks!!! how arh?

2009-10-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

This is what god wants me to know today.

If all you had to do was wish for something and you would have it, life would be pretty boring, wouldn't it? God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers - our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that's how we get out biggest rewards. What are you most afraid of? Say it, just start by saying it.

2009-10-18T23:46:00.002+08:00

Kboxed. 4-7.30 with my cousin. i think she improved? haha
rushed home for steamboat. ate alot. 77kg liao.
ok tmr 2 hrs lecture. cool. tmr gonna be a good day.hahahahahaha.

2009-10-18T13:24:00.002+08:00

reply tags

shu: okok perservere. :D when can we go shop? I wan go out w you.hahahaha.

yan: I'll endure bah...actually the job is okay, just one or maybe 2 ppl i dun really like.

kok: don't try to be funny. -.-

josie: okok endure. no work no pay. haha.

eddy: haha...haha...hahaha...ps for forgetting to reply ur sms.

2009-10-18T13:09:00.002+08:00

HAHA..i tink my memomry sucks. Often forgets to reply people's sms. my cousin just called and asked me go kbox. She ald sent me a msg like ytd but i totally forgot about it.

Schs starting tmr.

holiday so fast ending.

totally broke now.

2009-10-16T00:11:00.001+08:00

Hates hypocrite. Assholes. Should i quit?

2009-10-15T01:48:00.002+08:00

Envy those guys w great body. when will I be as fit as them???
Like so far away from that target.

3 months? I nid stronger determination.

2009-10-15T00:28:00.004+08:00

Woked up at 12+ today. last few days that I can sleep till so late. Woke up went gym. Don't know why i got tired very quickly today at gym, even though I slept like 10 hours right before i go gym.

After gym, went Lai Lai for lunch. Should'nt have upsized the noodles. The normal is more than enough.

Watched "Imagine that". Typical movie. Quite funny though front parts were boring.
Watched "Ugly truth". Average movie.

Tmr must reach sch by 9am. like rehearsal for sch reopen. 9am!?! sian. lol.

2009-10-12T23:12:00.003+08:00

My 200th post. :D
Swam alot of laps this morning till my arms and legs got weak.
Went for dance. Was late cuz I overslept in the bus and overshot by 2 stops.
After dance, went gym awhile and went to jog/walk at the stadium w josie while the others train for their dance piece for competition this coming saturday.
Dinner at KAP. My sudden crave for mega mcspicy came... This sinful crave cost me $9 and alot of calories. Kind of regret it after finishing it.
So remorseful that I walked home from JP, but still like useless.
My whole day exercising streak was ended by that stupid MEGA MCspicy. T.T
Tmr finally going out w poly peeps. Sch ald gng to reopen den we going out..haha.
Cant wait for tmr to come. long time no see liao.
I miss them like crazy...

I lied. :D

2009-10-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

Ate alot for dinner today...Uncle bought crab again. Fantastically fat now.
Alot of pimples popping out on my forehead recently. T_T. I hate it.
Swimming tomorrow. bless me.

2009-10-11T01:16:00.003+08:00

Tiring day...dance,work,dinner,jp. srsly wanted to sleep at the benches at jp, summore its right after dinner...

Saw jonathan sai and hong yu at jp. so nice to crap w them. jon sai is still as funny. He is still the same just that he had grown bigger. Poly food is too good. I will raise both hands and legs and agree strongly.hahaha.

Today is a happy day even though I am super tired.

2009-10-09T16:50:00.001+08:00

Wanted to balls, but there's no ball at cy's house. luckily i prepared my swimming trunks as a backup plan...so, went swimming... bought a swimming cap for $10, but i don't dare to wear it. like so kuku. zzz...swear i will wear it for my next swim. If not I am throwing 10 dollars away.

After many laps, like after 1 hour, i saw a macho guy wearing red swimming trunks, lmao. A very bright trunks and the way he hand-combed his hair to the back, attracted my attention. looks so familiar, so i swam towards him to have a closer look. So, its eddy, who wanted to train for a broader shoulders. So, I continue to swim with him till 2.30pm. His butterfly improved alot man.haha. Damn damn tired after losing to him breaststroke. Luckily the bet was only soya drink. haha.

Mopped the floor as ordered by my mom. Since it's her birthday today, i shall obey whatever she says today. haha, just today. Super tired.

I am still far far away from 75. sianssss...

Sigh...working at 6pm. :(