Adrian's life is so messy right now.
I've neglected my blog, neglected my studies. AAA, IEF, SOM, PMKT is haunting me... I have bad feelings about this upcoming common test.
So many things to be done but left undone. Delaying and procrastinating till its too late to do much. Is there a cure for laziness?
I seriously lack self-discipline. Sang at kbox after work till like 11.40pm ytd night and reach home at only 12am. Today went for SOP workshop and after that went singing again till 9.45pm. Addicted to singing. Seriously must stop myself from singing till after CT. If not I am gonna fail CT badly.
It's already 11.24 but she is still not on9. Hope her mood is better now.
Shall sleep early tonight and start my CT revision starting from tmr.
I really need to focus. I need to spend less on food starting from today. I am broke now, spending more than what I get each day, oweing ppl money here and there.
My weight is stagnant at 75+kg. I want to sell 5kg of my fats! Anybody?
I wan go out relax.

ohh..I remembered something that I forgot.
I realise I hate to be labelled, be it good or bad.I hate competition,too much of it is meaninglessly meaningless. I hate to be judged by people I don't know well, cuz they don't know me well. Time to sleep.

我好累。school sucks. life sucks.

Procrastinating. I know I suck. Arrrgggggghhh.........

Dinner at raffles country club...some ulu place for a-la-carte buffet.
Ate alot alot alot alot. Like enough for dinner of 3 days already.
Quite nice bahh, much better than I thought it could be, cuz when we stepped in , its like only 1 table is occupied in the whole restaurant.
Ate till super full, tummy popped out after desserts. Just desserts, I ate 4 servings. haha. most sinful day. No more buffet. It makes me 78kg again.

I forgot what I wanted to blog le. 黃靖倫 is vri funny. nights.

I want a tatoo.

Its nov 10 already. christmas is coming, new year is coming, my life is still boring.
I want sing. alone. Hope this sunday not much crowd at kbox.
Watched my gf is an agent ytd. Quite a funny movie. 4 out of 5 bah...
tmr might be watching 2012 w class. Deciding if I shud exercise tmr. Didn't exercise at all this week. Felt so guilty. I am 77kg liao... still 2kgs away from 75. I must acheive this target.



When my ISP tutor saw my laptop background, he shaked his head. He said that by doing this, he straight away noes that I am a person of low confidence. Last week he gave me advice on how to gain confidence which is by talking to a new person each day, but I only talked to like 2 person till now. I failed terribly. I need to improve, and I am changing the background right now.

I think there is no point blogging here anymore...theres so much I can't say. I should focus on my studies right now. No more shit from me. I need to move on. BYE.

I will be back. When I find back my 信心.

I am feeling stupid now.